Monday, July 8, 2013

COH: $102.00

EBT: $225.00

Phone: 133.20

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $15.00

Weather: 78°F rainy and cloudy

Mood: ok

Weight: 270 lbs

This morning, I went to get quarters at Whitney bank. Later, I went to Wal-Mart to exchange my half dollar rolls for bills. Wal-Mart didn't take it, and the bank inside almost didn't either until a Sheriff convinced the teller to exchange my half dollars. That was a pleasant surprise! :) I got some bird seed with a gift card and almost bought an umbrella, but it was too big and too expensive. 

When I got home, I unpacked, ate some lunch, and scooped the cats litter box. I then headed to Rouse's to get some Hamburger Helper and some meat. When I got back, I unpacked and started washing clothes. I called Sasha asking about cleaning work, but she said she would have to get back to me on that. I cooked beef stroganoff for supper and washed the dishes. Amadeo came home later with some pizza. He was proud of me for being up and for the way the house looked so clean. :) I finished folding the clothes, then headed out here to CC's to post my blog and maybe chat with Dyanis or Josh Cerna. 

I will be honest, it is very hard to stay up during the day because I always feel tired, but today I managed to do it.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

COH: $112.00

EBT: $245.02

Phone: 151.20

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $2.00

Weather: 77°F rainy and cloudy

Mood: ok

Weight: 270 lbs

I didn't get to post a blog yesterday because I was out all day with Sam and didn't get a chance to access the internet. We spent 5 hours at Washington Square and part of the French Quarter juggling and hanging out with his friend George. Sam really enjoyed that and it was first weekend off in a long time. He was glad to do "nothing"  on a Saturday for once. Later, we got Subway, went to his apartment, played Magic, and then we went to bed.

Today, I slept in, we ate, and we hung out before he took me home. When I got home, I did the daily chores such as the dishes and scooped the cat litter box, then I took my bird cages outside to clean them. Later, it started to thunder, so I took them in. I laid down a couple times and Amadeo got mad at me, as usual. I am so bored and depressed all the time. There's nothing to do and no reason for me to be up as far as I see it, yet I am forced to be up by Amadeo. I don't understand why he can't just leave me alone and leave me be.

Anyway, I rode here to post this blog. Not much going on, and later I will go home and go to bed. I won't be showering tonight because all the towels and clothes are dirty and we have no quarters to put in the washing machine. 

                                    

                                                              

Friday, July 5, 2013

COH: $130.00

EBT: $245.02

Phone: 182.60

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $0.50

Weather: 75°F rainy and cloudy

Mood: ok

Weight: 270 lbs

Yesterday, I hung out with Sam and Maik and we played MTG.

Today, Amadeo stayed home and I had some issues with getting up and staying up because I am bored and depressed with nothing to do. Amadeo pushed and pushed me to stay up and I did. The power went off at around 1pm-2pm and he left. Later, the power came back on and Amadeo came back with Dawn. I had called Terry and Sasha but no answer. I am thinking of asking Mills for my old job back. I don't know, though. I came to CC's to post this blog and chat with Dyanis. Not much else is going on today.

Thursday, July 4, 2013

COH: $152.00

EBT: $43.88

Phone: 204.20

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $1.50

Weather: 87°F sunny and partly cloudy

Mood: ok

Weight: 270 lbs.

Happy Independence Day or July 4! The weather is very beautiful today. I went to therapy and it went well. When I got home, I did the dishes, took care of the cats, and tidied up the house. Now, I am posting this blog at CC's They are closed for the holiday today, but I am still outside catching the signal. I am the only one here using the internet and it is very fast! There is one other person out here, but he is not using the internet. I made plans to hang out with Sam, Maik, and Michelle later this afternoon.

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

COH: $152.00

EBT: $43.88

Phone: 217.40

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $1.50

Weather: 82°F sunny and partly cloudy

Mood: ok

Weight: 283 lbs.

Amadeo got pissed at me for sleeping during the day yesterday. I was honestly very tired. I had cleaned the refrigerator and took a shower, which took energy out of me. He probably thinks this is the "first straw" to "junkie behavior", but little does he know this does not affect my schedule. I will still be home for 10:00 and in bed for 11:00. I do not stay out late anymore. In fact, I go to a different cafe to make sure I get home on time. Here we go again with him being mad at me. 

At the same time, I do need something to do during the day, though. Maybe I should go back to work with Mills. If I do, though, I can't post blogs on Wednesdays because I can't carry my cards and my laptop at the same time. There simply is not enough room and it is too much to carry. And if I don't go to Wednesday night Magic, well there goes my social life. I don't know what to do. My life is so fucking hard and complicated, even with the littlest things. I really fucking hate having Asperger's Syndrome. There are days that I would rather having just about anything else disabling me, but alas, I can't change it. I guess I will just have to suffer for the rest of my miserable life. :/

Today from noon to 3:00, I went to a NAMI picnic in City Park. The food was good and I got to meet some new people. Now I am posting this blog at CC's. Later, I will go to Maik's to play Magic. 

I hate how I feel on this medicine. I am restless, anxious, fidgety, and can't calm down for a second. It's like I have Parkinson's Disease. I wish I could just eliminate the side effect or better yet stop taking it altogether and take something else for my depression.

                                     

     

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

COH: $154.00

EBT: $73.88

Phone: 235.60

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $1.50

Weather: 82°F partly cloudy

Mood: ok

Weight: 283 lbs.

Today at 10:00am, I met with Caitlin to get my birth certificate. I was informed that Tivoli place gives priority to people 62 or over, but I can still apply. When I got home, I cleaned the refrigerator and took the birds outside. I went to Dollar General for some things, and came home. I then showered and shaved, then lied down and cuddled with the kitten for a while. At about 4:45pm, Dawn told me to come outside and meet Amadeo to help get my car towed away to Alex's house. I waited in the Rite-Aid parking lot for about an hour while Amadeo got the car over to the trailer. We loaded it up and Amadeo went on his way. Dawn dropped me off and I ate leftover spaghetti for supper. Then, I packed up and headed here to post my blog. When I get home, as usual I will take my birds in and get ready for bed.

                                  

Monday, July 1, 2013

COH: $171.00

EBT: $85.00

Phone: 254.00

Visa: $0.93

Laundry: $1.50

Weather: 87°F sunny

Mood: ok

Not much going on today except taking care of the cats and birds. I ate leftover spaghetti, then came here to post my blog and chat with Dyanis because I was bored and stir crazy out of my mind. Amadeo and Dawn are coming back today and should be here by tonight at 11:00pm or 12:00am.